happy belated valentine's day darlings..i hope everyone enjoyed theirs b/c i sure did.. damn, did i have a bangin' ass weekend..seein' the boyfriend 4 days in a row--priceless.

hmm--Friday: work, chillin' w/ the partner-in-crime Terik and drivin' around in his new car & then dinner at my place w/ the boyfriend nd Terik..straight buggin' out and shit...it feels good not to have the parentals around for one night..

Saturday: got up early to get do some last minute things, picked up my dress from my seamstress, hit up Menlo to get my make-up done from M.A.C make-up [my fave], then back to my house b/c baby & Josco had to pick up his shoes..then baby came back when he was all pimped out to pick me up and go to Manny's & Kelly's engagement party..we hit up Josh's house to roll out nd then the party. the party was really cute. after the party we were suppose to go back to Josh's house for the after-party but yeh..never quite made it. decided to have some QT at my place.. 

Sunday: baby said the night before that i was sure to call him..but i didn't get it. i woke up that morning got ready for church, while i was getting ready the doorbell rings. now mind you Sunday was our Valentine's Day b/c we both had to work on Valentine's Day..so my sister & Ryan answers the door and it was an unmarked van..My goes i think its for you Mel..i came down the stairs and see Myra standing there w/ a long box..i open the box to see a dozen red roses and a card for me. i was speechless. i then called him to say thank you and he said that that was just the beginning..he'll pick me up by 2. Ryan's fam came over for lunch so we went out..i get a call at 12:30 and baby has to go into work b/c a manager called out sick so our plans were cancelled..it was alright b/c i know how it is in the business. baby then came over after work and we watched the grammies..

Monday: this has been the best Valentine's weekend/day i'd ever had..had school and then work..after work i headed home b/c baby was waiting for me at home. i wanted to get there before him but he beat me to it since he gets out earlier than me. *narf got home to see him waiting for me w/ my Valentine's Day gifts..i rushed inside to finish up his things and we exchanged them.. he got me a Triple 5 Soul outfit w/ my fav. Bath&Body Works Sweet Pea lotion, body wash, body spray..he's too sweet as well as the roses and the dinner which we're plannin' another day b/c..

we're goin' to the Full Frontal Hip-Hop Concert on March 3rd as well as dinner and a ride to the city in a limo..all b/c of me..that was his Valentine's Day gift as well as cute things like a stuffed puppy, candy, a card, a personalized picture frame w/ a picture of me in it, a Sean John t-shirt to match his NB and Jordan 13's.. i kno, i kno..[straight fire] *baby: imma be killin' it this summer--hot ass kickz and a wifey-straight fire i tell ya..  yeh holidays can seriously get you fuckin' broke, he's worth my everything-- but all-in-all this is Valentine's Day is in the books..and i loved every minute of it..and i must say this year's was the best..

ps. you have to see HITCH great movie..saw it w/ baby..hilarious..its been a while since i've been this happy and if i can do it all over again..i would and will. all because of him..

isn't it amazing?..snow is absolutely beautiful..i love jersey.. i especially love it when i get to drive in the snow-gotta love trucks. its sexxxy mengz..and its even sexxxier lookin' like a snowbunnie and pushin' a whip that hard...straight killin' it...soo sexxy. kinda makes him wanna..lolz.

-- winter '05 has been truly wonderful..spending time w/ the ones that i love..its been a memorable one..and there's more to come. i seriously couldn't ask for more..i've been waiting for this to happen foreva..and it happened. but in the midst of that..what the fuck have i been up to?!?

well--working: i'm back on the grind of things..back to the start..and its great. i love the people i work with, the company, the environment..everything i missed it all..although it was hard adjusting to everything and how things were running after my long vacay, but once i got into the swing of things everything fell into place just perfectly. and truly i'm home. and it's goin' to look great for my career and my major--i can't wait.

school: its here..back to school. back to buying expensive books that i'll prolly touch like max. 5 times throughout the whole semester, back to the boring professors and long lecture classes..but in a way i kinda of miss the pressure and stress that school brings because before you know it--its all over. but like i said '05 is my year..my way. i changed my major-it was about time i took my life on hold to my standards, to my likings. and seriously i'm happy. i'm sooo soooo focused.

friends and family:  [smilez] 2 words--street fam. ritual dinners on thursdays, roll thru's on the southside..AND-- we shut it down VIP status at abyss..it was the best experience i've ever been through. oh my god. did we seriously shut it down..its great to feel part of the family now-my family. and to have my cru there and experience it all..amazing. don't worry about it..we got it. this how we roll and this is what we do..we do the damn thing..welcome to the family..  ***i'm officially one of the niggaz now..lolz**terik [my partner in crime] yeh they really kno how to fuckin' do it up. poppin' 5 bottles of moet, shots of hennesy, corona's, throwin' money into the crowd like nothing..that's how we fuckin' do..and to top it all off.. *you and only *you.. made it more worthwhile.. i couldn't stop smiling-caj knows..and for the record you broke. --ps. sorry for the..[just a thought..lolz!]

*you.. truly something. there is something about you..i can't explain. you make me truly happy--something i haven't felt forever. spending seconds, minutes, days, month(s)..its wonderful.bein' with you makes me feel safe. seriously who knew..havin' my back through the good and bad times..the way you smile at me, the way you look at me, they way you make me feel secure in your words and hugs..you stand by your words and the people who you care about..thank you for letting me part of the street family.. its not a thought anymore..you've shown me more than i ask for..everything you've done for me..just pure amazing and wonderful. my carebear lion.. although your contract is up in a few...lolz..your warrenty is a lifetime. lolz..for the record..2yrs on your part. i stepped my game-my game is locked down. and that's how we do.  its crazy. could've should've would've--is. and will always will be..us.

its just you_its us..[3 more days..] 26.12.04_melissa and paul

*you should let me love *you... [you see that smile its all b/c of him..]

**ps..thank you to caj for your twirkin'--you're wonderful..your talent is amazing..you're the bestest of the best...i'm jealous remember! i heart you. i miss the single r & m days..you owe me.